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听一次，感觉像被骂一次。 想起以前的自己，也骂醒我，要坚定不移，百般忍受，向前走，不回头，不懦弱，不惧怕。 Our deepest fear, is we are powerful beyond measure.. "This will NOT beat me!!" Inside your psyche, you have a warrior. It's part of your fight & flight response, and can be engaged when you push yourself. Repeat this statement will help you access this aggression and use it to your advantage. Handy for pushing out that final rap.

每次和家人通电话，都会很幸福。昨天爸爸再次地问，读书很难，会读到很辛苦吗? 我都会笑笑，说真的没有。甚至觉得惭愧。比起在太阳底下工作的爸爸，为家人奔波的妈妈，读书算什么? 如果读书也算苦差，那这个世界再也没有简单的工作了。=P 每天都很充实，睡眠换来的精神都花在从早九到晚五的讲课，实习课。晚上还要想办法，提起精神温习功课，和准备tutorials..电脑都被我冷落了..=P 但在周末，吃一顿丰富的家乡味的菜肴，无疑是对自己最好的时刻。 也让我增添动力，好好地拼下一个星期..=D 每过一天，知识又多了几分，经验也厚多几寸，领悟也随之深了几米，所以，加油吧! =)

Time flies... Time heal all wounds.. and Time will tell.. If u want to knw how important is 1 yr, ask the student who fails a grade, If u want to knw how important is 1 month, ask the mother who has just give birth, If u want to knw how important is 1 week, ask the editor of weekly magazine, If u want to knw how important is 1 day, ask the man who has to support a big family, If u want to knw how important is 1 hour, ask the couple who is waiting for his or her partner.=) If u want to knw how important is 1 minute, ask the people who missed a bus. If u want to knw how important is 1 second, ask the pedestrian who just avoided an accident. If u want to knw how important is 1 millisecond, ask the athlete who won silver medal in Olympic Game. I want 1 day 36 hours!! so that i can have more free time than class..=(..but we cannot control the time, just think that if u have 86400rupees in bank and it is going to expired the next day, will u spend all money in 1 d...

终于迎来三天的假期，深呼吸，深呼吸，再深呼吸，很想念ktt的山， 很想站在山顶上大喊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊...............!!!!!! 我的灵魂终于回来了!呵呵，读书的日子不是人的日子嘛。 在加上原本下个星期一的考试都延迟到星期六，哈哈，很想马上痛快吃一餐，然后痛快地去shopping，痛快地去疯狂大笑，木阿哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!!!! 明天不用上课，不用读书，会去市中心走走! 马来同胞们，回教徒们，谢谢你们, terima kasih byk2, Selamat Hari Raya Aldifitri!! Jom raya!=D

意志力，一直相信它的重要性，它能带来巨大的潜在力量。我相信，成功的人，是有一股很强的不会被打败的信念，在支撑着四肢和头脑。即使身体再累，不断发出累的讯息，意志力不会对此做回应。I believe it because i have seen so many real examples. The more tiredness will only responded by more hardwork been poured into it upon continuing the undone tasks..I have seen a movie which talked about mind power, there was one scene where a person hold a pen and a paper, she was asked to concentrate on the pensel and think it as a knife, and use it to cut the paper, and she managed to do it by imagine and it has happened as what she imagined..Though it is vr exaggerated, but mind power does play a role, mental can have control over physiological condition such as tiredness, fed up, hunger..etc..After all it is to fully concentrate on the thing u r doing, n the situation u r facing, to hold on till the end, by using ur mind power. But today I couldnt make it. I just wan to let things happen to me, instead of making things happen by myself. I just wan to close my eyes and ears, when what i can...

倏地一天过去了。一天里过得最快的时间就是上课的时候，很快的，又十二点了，然后，唷又五点了! 走回宿舍的路上，吸收了很多知识的头脑，开始shut down，此时的头脑是空白的，如果选择这个时候回想一整天学到的东西，情况就如同重新开机后， 电脑hang机，什么都想不起，要等很久，吃东西，冲凉，上网，听歌。让头脑慢慢重新恢复操作。 如果说上午的时间最快过，那晚上一个人的时间无疑是最慢，也最难熬的。比如今天，首先开始整理今天凌乱的笔记，做刚才的实验报告，还得准备明天要上的课，还有最花时间的温习功课，所谓温习就是要开始背书，之前还没背的，今天要背完，昨天背了今天上课时忘记了，又得重新再背。到了十一点半，我累了，不能再读了，只好去睡觉。我每天都是这个时间睡，如果超过十二点睡，明天我就会赖床。早睡就能早起完成还没读完的书。可是身边的朋友都说我很早就睡，我很佩服他们，可以读到很迟，不读完他们是不会睡觉的，我真的很希望我可以这样。 其实我不觉得我有压力，我想我应该也是有的，但情况就像是抑郁病患通常都不知道自己患有抑郁症。我一直都想只要不跟别人比，只跟自己比较就不会那么压力，有时候我还是会不小心瞄到朋友读的书，压力就来了。压力，或许是一直潜伏的在我最无助的时候跑出来吓我的坏东西! 但我也懂得克制压力的独门武功心决，那就是四量拨千斤! 呵呵，练起来就是享受读书，尽量发掘其中的乐趣! 说起来，第一年的医科虽然很难，但，也正因为它的高难度，才会觉得它还挺有趣的， 不是吗? =D

好不容易到了星期五周末! 总算有一点喘息的空间。虽然明天还有课。 每天早课，九点到十二点，午休后一点半到下午五点，走回宿舍十分种，脚步快的话。星期一到星期六都是这样过，除了第二和第四星期的拜六没有课。晚上开始煮书，煮后又要慢慢啃书。很累，很孤独，很想家，很想马来西亚的食物，很想好好地睡上一觉。 我最怕在这时候生病，整个头很烧，眼睛不断溢出泪水，从早上忍到现在，全身无力。只好多喝水。怎样都好，都要撑到好为止。 明天下课后，就可以好好休息了。 很多东西想做，但我实在很累。