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汹涌澎湃地， 一浪盖一浪地， 不甘示弱地，涌向沙滩，来了又去，去了又来。 因为舍不得沙滩的怀抱，还是在要带走多些沙粒? 我的心里像是住了海浪。  很怀念bagan lalang海滩。尤其是晚上，十二点前，海浪一波接一波冲向沙滩，硬碰石头，溅起一朵朵浪花。这些不惧怕石头的海浪，就像个小士兵，捍卫着大海的边线。 十二点后，之前那大大声的海浪声没有了，海面异常平静，海水退到几十米外，眼前一大片脱离海水的沙滩，一步步走向前，感觉好像慢慢走向世界的尽头。 本来过夜就为了看日出，在海滩通宵达旦，差不多四点才回房休息。 五点半开始等着日出，看着海水开始涨了 可惜太阳迟迟不出，天都已经开始亮了 原来日出不在海上，最后只看到日出的云 然而还是挺满足的，等待到最后却是遗憾的满足。 这是上个星期的事，和一班新旧同学去了位于Sepang的Bagan Lalang海滩。有机会一定要再去。

人，一直都是很奇怪的代名词。 我与她的尴尬，或许也很难变要好了。 她和我处在同样的周围，却是楚河汉界分开的两个人。我们的她，我们的我。 很多时候我知道她的周围，却不了解她的内心，她的情绪，她的动作。 她，是我最靠近的陌生人。刚好要走同一条路，互相礼让后，再擦肩而过的陌生人。 或许因为我的坦荡，而招来不少误会，因为我的被动，让我不敢踏出第一步，也让她不敢靠近。那隔阂就像雪球般，从别人的听说中，渐渐越滚越大。 或许她也做错了。 她，在被安排好的轨道上，一直自转。中心点不曾改变，而一切的后果，就像大雨洒在大地众生，何其潇洒! 我们的源头就是，我们来自两个不同的世界，她不需要我，也能自给自足。而我碰了一个大钉子，我根本不懂得关心身边的人，每想到都让我心刺痛一下。 我和她能话题不断地有说有笑，是个不可能发生的曾经。我们的因缘，就只能点到为止。 P.S.我很怕看到你还是那样一直自转，转了很多圈，却忽略了许多人生风景。

这个世上，没有一百分的完美，也没有零分的无价值，只有近乎完美的付出，耐心，坚持。 我对自己不满的地方，就是不够耐心，常常不能坚持到最后，对事情又掉以轻心，常常不懂得那一点一滴的付出，可以换来的代价。这些都是我的缺点。对，我在自省，同时间，鼓励自己勇于面对这些缺点，要克服它们。谈何容易，这句话是写错了，谈有何难，也难不过付诸行动难。 首先，要做到的是不要再找借口了啦。 还有，不要再像个小孩子，连三岁小孩都比你懂事多了.

上个周末到马六甲玩了，突然的计划，住宿在小花猫的家，她的家离马六甲市区有四十五分钟的车程。那时我在想，哇啊，原来马六甲好大，跟新加坡有得fight哦! 一开始是两个人的旅行，我和慧铃，也就是我的房友，后来，原本是导游的小花猫很多地方都很少去过，从导游被当成是游客。马六甲曾经是个美丽的地方，现在依然会是，只是少了人情味，不懂 怎么说，或许我觉得它的美丽沾上急速的商业，商业化免不了，我知道。而且我这次匆匆地来，品尝美食而来，没详细地观赏马六甲的风景。反而麻坡给我的感觉很舒服，没有特别的景点，一条很宽很长 的麻坡河，就让人心旷神怡。我也第一次放风筝，在河边。 很感谢美丽亮晶晶，丽晶一家人，收留我，呵呵，带我和慧铃到处游玩，和吃了好多的小吃。真谢谢。     总结，旅行就是休息吧，不要的世界停顿pause， 再尽情享受新新世界。        

My/The/Unknown College life began. The past first week is a hectic week. Im not an early bird, It make me frustrated to wake up at 7am because the class start on 8am. The Indian lecturers, not Malaysian, those who teach me Kannada and Hindi are from India. The difference is that they are very punctual, some very strict (e.g need to sit straight 90degree, and ban talking)..And the most torturing is that each lecture lasts 2 hours, can u imagine, sit straight for 2 hours, writing alphabet non-stop for 2 hours plus no discussion for 2 hours! OMGoodness.. You know how packed is my schedule, omg 8am to 1pm with 1 hour break in between only! After 5pm I only have my private space and spare time. I like to complain, criticize...like everything is wrong and how wrongly if im not spit it out..LoL Have a nice day! Everyone has a fresh full spirit to carry on the day ya!

荥慧说她收到jpa的信，真的如传说，三月一号回到学院。我还没收到，等着，不过我也不急，比起以前那封，呵呵。 很早就想整理自己在学院的一些照片，看着这些照片，有些会让我会心一笑，会很想念那些日子的朋友们，教授好象不曾想起，呵呵。 要回去了，不知会不会住在同一个公寓呢?   还有我戴眼镜的斯文look，哈哈。。

Hmm...not a word could i think of forming my first sentence of post. Firstly i logged in facebook, and spent about half an hour there, only did i rmb the purpose of online is to open my blog and get it updated. Since A-level result came out, my mood was flying high, spared most of my mind thinking of the reunion day with ktt-ians. Everyday, I almost tot that it will be tomorrow or in a week time..and i hav started to think of the supplements needed at India, which is not to my habit..you know, i am excited, after all, all the obstacles in Malaysia have finally resolved, with my friends, we will all fly to India..! Chinese New Year is coming soon as well.=) I looooove CNY, it is a good excuse for me to spend money as i wish, once a year papa, u buy this book for me la, got CNY promotion some more, must not miss this chance..pls, i wish papa have a good and more fruitful year, many many gong xi fa cai..^^ I wish all chinese a Happy Chinese New Year!

That's it. My chapter of life studying in ktt has come to an temporary ending. Because I will come back next March for Indian language course if I pass cut-off point. Hehe, the result may be out at the end of January next yr. My feeling, hmm, happy and joyful, as i always am, hehe, feel just like finishing a long lecture (one n half yr), certainly this is one of the important chapters in my life, there are so many things that i have learned, learned to do, to think, to understand, to give, to listen and to improve myself. I leave ktt, when i think of my housemates, tanggamates,classmates,coursemates, i will think of ktt, if not the people i meet thr, i will not rmb ktt forever, maybe sometimes when i see sunrise and sunset i will relate it to the hill nearby ktt, hmm maybe.. Maybe you will think that study is hard, at the end you will think you realised that is not that hard, if only you pay more effort in it. The word difficult seems to be appeared when you're not.. not ...

    Do you notice some of them looked sleepy and tired? Because they din sleep the whole nite..to celebrate the finishing of a-level exam besides the 2 paper 5..even sunlight cant lift up their spirit..except for XIng Hui, looked very excited though oso slept only 2 hours..Me? I slept 6 hours but also very tired d..hehe Have a nice day!

原来无形的压力真的很不好受，不过还有四张就考完了。 只要尽力，读不完就不要勉强， 最近雨季，最重要还是照顾身体。 还有一个礼拜多，加油啦。

No idea how to describe my holiday, although i still have five or six days, but half of my long-longing holiday has gone..huhuhu..anyway when i think that after a month more i will enjoy my life like now..hehe =D no problem big smile! =D

Nobody will guess what cloth I am wearing now..hehe..what is the upcoming festival? Hari Raya! yup yup i am wearing baju kurung now...hiakhiak** that's the response of my friends..they laughed at me!! =( hehe..becoz I seldom or never hehe wear skirt or baju kurung at KTT... And my first time baju kurung event is our class ALU 11 buka puasa party..( Joanna: Joanna Rocks!!Nora: Nora rocks..Lee Chin: no rocks dont want to increase ur burden...they are beside me just now..) haha..we are in library..our next gathering place after class party at LH..hehe.. Actually I want to write a book review yesterday and my computer suddenly shut down when I almost finished type it..of coz I'm lazy to start all over again..It is a novel, a Spain Novel? or shud I say a novel written by Spain author in Spanish..yup..I read chinese translated version, the book title is "Shadow of Wind" The plot is very interesting..about revenge, suspense, romance, many kinds of love..all thestories sta...

After preA2 exam finished…our busy life started, asking around for hard drive..to transfer latest movies and dramas, excitement seems never stop..and laptop is the best of the best friends that able to hold celebration in various ways..comedy, action-pack, horror, romance..mystery..disney.. And of course, another leisure activity, climbing hill seems to be daily routine for me recently, the scenery and the accompany make the perfect moment to indicate a perfect moment, our anxiousness waiting for Ielts result, barrier after barrier, finally there is only one last barrier for us.. I want to take a rest. That’s all i wish to do now, I’m not tired, but the emptiness of my soul make me tired, I was locked in a box, so small compared to the world outside that I have neglected ever since I busy sitting for tests..exams…I want to do the things that I wish to do, things that interest me the most, I want back my martial art novel world. Exam just finished, Holiday about to start, I wish I...

I actually have no idea what to blog but I still want to use my time to share some photos..in case got ppl come to my home right..I ll be very busy soon after Merdeka day..after that, I will be free! ^^ taken at uphill..sunset..the final shine before went down to sea=) Clouds or Mirage?..like entering an imaginary world   I want to store it inside my memory..forever      In these two photos, can you see the aeroplane? I know it’s small..hard to see..I want to have a high quality camera.. Lastly, it’s a small plant which Stand bravely though blow by strong wind Hey..there..you are not alone ok..=) That’s the end. Have a nice day!=)

Things are getting funny when the time is not suitable for it—during a farewell for friends and seniors flying to Poland and India respectively.. Funny things #1 I met a famous person!! Guess who?? Anwar Ibrahim at airport just 3 hours ago! I was arnd 1 meter close to him. As soon as Xing Hui saw him too,  she gripped my arm suddenly and firmly and we walked away quickly..(dont know why swt=.=) Through half way I stopped and told Xing Hui I wanted to take photograph with him but then I changed my mind becoz I was so excited at that time and probably I wouldn’t be able to ask him properly..so we continued walk to Mc. D to meet Hong Huat..etc and few minutes later, I took up my courage to ask him so we went back to the place but they are gone..I stood at the place where he stood just now..regretting that I should’ve asked him on the spot..Hehe..anyway I’m glad too I didn’t interrupt him, maybe he was discussing very important things related to our country..(dont play play)..heh...

The scenery uphill is so beautiful..this is rare phenomenon..very seldom can see such a beautiful sunset..Lee Chin said: this means there’s still hope..for us..I hope so, I really really hope so. Can you see the aeroplanes in the photos, hmm…there are 5 of them, I really want to get 7 of them..I want Band 6.5. Bye and have a nice day ya! =)

Haha..my dearest sister, dare you spam in my chat box ha! Anyway, miss you all very much really..But wait patiently..I will be back soon! Hehe..and hor your English sucks la! So, do you want to know what I have been done recently..hehe..I got a few photos to illustrate my life at KTT...Open your eyes and see carefully since you’re so free to frequent my blog! Hehe^^ Blood donation..good way to help people just by enduring a little pain for a needle puncture.. My recent use of my only cooking equipment, rice cooker – cook hard-boiled egg, besides hard-boiled egg, still hard boiled egg^^ haha, I need protein! And see what have become bcoz of my cooking skill..haha..spider web formed! Yucks! I know..haha..cooking is fun^^ of course I didn’t eat the thing outside of the egg.. Oh yeah, beside egg, I also cooked ABC soup.. I have started back my favourite leisure activity, that is jogging..It helps me to cool down my over-stretching nerve cells inside my brain..and get off the tension int...

I try to write a small paragraph here, this week I am very weak, feel dizzy and headache sometimes and stress from my brain and arteries, Why arteries because I just participated in blood donation which was held the second times in KTT on Monday. So far I have been working out my diet to gain many many more Iron and Protein. Coz im scared I will faint down, if not this week, maybe next week the day when AS result will be out. Don’t ask me my result, DON’T!! I wont tell you=P

Finally ktt has improved its wifi system, now called ktt hotspot, and im using the free trial now..the line is good, stable and the speed is good also, same as the wireless at home=) So this is the first ever post written in my apartment. Ktt hotspot ROCKZ!! Today, 6th of July, is the registration day for jpa scholar for medicine and dentistry. Everyone of us feel very excited and welcoming our juniors, hehe, and we are so busy looking around for any good-looking guys, so far we have compared and get a almost all-agreed-conclusion, this batch guy juniors are more handsome than my batch, good news right, haha, for one of my hsmate who was a pts student so same age with juniors, but me, no thanks, i prefer elder than younger=D but not indian guy no matter how handsome he is..XD And i hav a junior from my school, guess who? His name is Loon Han, but he will be pursuing dentistry at India. Hav junior is good, so i hav the responsibility to take care of him, of course i am a good senior, al...

Prison break finally come to an end, unexpected ending expected death unexpected child, and unexpected fast, i mean the time, ya im bragging about the time..haha..time being wasted like now, online-ing, exclude blogging...=D Time flies, accelerating like electrons, uniform acceleration yet i still say the acceleration increasing increasingly..jz like physics, out of topic for a moment, i hated physics, but i start to like physics a bit now, actually cant say like, should be show a little interest, anyway my most revered scientist are all physician..like Galileo, Copernicus..owh brilliant..and lee chin also can? haha...hey finally i mention lee chin, i should put her photo here since she is the special one today..but so many photos dunx choose which one..hehe.. (happy 19th BD ya!=) Back to present, Happy Father's Day to all beloved fathers..papas..Wo Ai Ni, but i dont dare to say it out loud in front of my father, very embarassing wor..And today i will go back to my expected col...