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早上说要来找我，晚上就见到你了，丽晶，和志杰，谢谢你们千里迢迢来到这里，跨洲寻到这里人烟稀少的小地方.奔波了一整天，终于在深夜抵达，出现在我的面前，直到现在还是觉得不可思议! 我的学校离其他大学都很远，是唯一一间在Maharastra。所以都没有人来我们这里的。所以我作梦都没想到你们会来看我! 我到现在还是很感动啊。还好我那时忍着不哭，眼泪悄悄地流。 见到你们，真好! =) 思念是一种病，我病好了! 呵呵

一直都很欣赏苏打绿的歌，青峰唱的词。这首新歌还蛮喜欢的。此时此刻，听着这首无眠，我也无法入眠了。 太多超载的情绪， 明天以后，我的花园又要埋起来了。 想不到，在这里短短的日子里，让我累积了更多幸福与感动。 我知道我很幸福，幸福到一直在飙泪了现在。 家人思念我的一举一动，还有什么是强颜欢笑，什么是善意的谎言，什么是开不了口行动最实际，什么是最好的永远不属于自己，什么是 几乎不顾一切的爱 ？ 活在这个世上二十年了，第一次那么深刻地体会到什么是付出，(突然想起张栋梁的付出，的歌词:付出付出我的全部我给你幸福ooo yes i do) 我的付出呢？抱歉，比起家人的，我说不出，所以 我要多加努力了用心付出才对。我要给家人幸福！加油! 我心中的花园，因为你们而盖成的花园。我会用我的每一天去灌溉这座花园。 当花儿全面开放的时刻，也正是本小姐学富五车的时候了。 不，应该是五车半才对，呵呵，到时候，就开心咯，哈哈，想到都爽! =P

听一次，感觉像被骂一次。 想起以前的自己，也骂醒我，要坚定不移，百般忍受，向前走，不回头，不懦弱，不惧怕。 Our deepest fear, is we are powerful beyond measure.. "This will NOT beat me!!" Inside your psyche, you have a warrior. It's part of your fight & flight response, and can be engaged when you push yourself. Repeat this statement will help you access this aggression and use it to your advantage. Handy for pushing out that final rap.

每次和家人通电话，都会很幸福。昨天爸爸再次地问，读书很难，会读到很辛苦吗? 我都会笑笑，说真的没有。甚至觉得惭愧。比起在太阳底下工作的爸爸，为家人奔波的妈妈，读书算什么? 如果读书也算苦差，那这个世界再也没有简单的工作了。=P 每天都很充实，睡眠换来的精神都花在从早九到晚五的讲课，实习课。晚上还要想办法，提起精神温习功课，和准备tutorials..电脑都被我冷落了..=P 但在周末，吃一顿丰富的家乡味的菜肴，无疑是对自己最好的时刻。 也让我增添动力，好好地拼下一个星期..=D 每过一天，知识又多了几分，经验也厚多几寸，领悟也随之深了几米，所以，加油吧! =)

Time flies... Time heal all wounds.. and Time will tell.. If u want to knw how important is 1 yr, ask the student who fails a grade, If u want to knw how important is 1 month, ask the mother who has just give birth, If u want to knw how important is 1 week, ask the editor of weekly magazine, If u want to knw how important is 1 day, ask the man who has to support a big family, If u want to knw how important is 1 hour, ask the couple who is waiting for his or her partner.=) If u want to knw how important is 1 minute, ask the people who missed a bus. If u want to knw how important is 1 second, ask the pedestrian who just avoided an accident. If u want to knw how important is 1 millisecond, ask the athlete who won silver medal in Olympic Game. I want 1 day 36 hours!! so that i can have more free time than class..=(..but we cannot control the time, just think that if u have 86400rupees in bank and it is going to expired the next day, will u spend all money in 1 d...

终于迎来三天的假期，深呼吸，深呼吸，再深呼吸，很想念ktt的山， 很想站在山顶上大喊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊啊...............!!!!!! 我的灵魂终于回来了!呵呵，读书的日子不是人的日子嘛。 在加上原本下个星期一的考试都延迟到星期六，哈哈，很想马上痛快吃一餐，然后痛快地去shopping，痛快地去疯狂大笑，木阿哈哈哈哈哈哈!!!!!! 明天不用上课，不用读书，会去市中心走走! 马来同胞们，回教徒们，谢谢你们, terima kasih byk2, Selamat Hari Raya Aldifitri!! Jom raya!=D

意志力，一直相信它的重要性，它能带来巨大的潜在力量。我相信，成功的人，是有一股很强的不会被打败的信念，在支撑着四肢和头脑。即使身体再累，不断发出累的讯息，意志力不会对此做回应。I believe it because i have seen so many real examples. The more tiredness will only responded by more hardwork been poured into it upon continuing the undone tasks..I have seen a movie which talked about mind power, there was one scene where a person hold a pen and a paper, she was asked to concentrate on the pensel and think it as a knife, and use it to cut the paper, and she managed to do it by imagine and it has happened as what she imagined..Though it is vr exaggerated, but mind power does play a role, mental can have control over physiological condition such as tiredness, fed up, hunger..etc..After all it is to fully concentrate on the thing u r doing, n the situation u r facing, to hold on till the end, by using ur mind power. But today I couldnt make it. I just wan to let things happen to me, instead of making things happen by myself. I just wan to close my eyes and ears, when what i can...