Attitude of Gratitude =)

昨晚看了萧源盛医生的专访，心里感动又钦佩。
他是我国也是亚洲第一位华人战地医生。拥有了不起的外科本领，他却舍弃舒适的环境，来到随时可能丧失性命的前线，做一位无名无份的战地医生。单是这样的决心，已非凡人所能做到。因此，他的生命再也不平凡，他的头顶上有一个微微放亮的光环。他是天使化身人间。

其实他最初也是想赚钱，在一个冷气办公室里，坐在大桌子前，手指嘀嗒嘀嗒地摇着一枝钢笔。彻底改变这个想法，是一次到印度孟买医院工作三个月的经历，他在访问时提到，他原以为做医生然后赚大钱，可是很多人没有钱却真正需要他的帮助，看着许多贫穷病人被拒于医院门外，而他眼睁睁地看着病人死在他眼前。他开始怀疑，医生的责任是什么？

在战地工作，除了面对性命危险，还有许多问题，如药物匮缺，他也提到说，每天都要见至少四十具尸体。这根本是活在人间炼狱般的生活。

蕭源盛，是自己的救援队伍里的主刀医生。看到这张照片，我在想，他们正要做手术吗？

他有一位大学认识的女朋友，也是在战地与他并肩作战。他们还约定，完成任务后就谈论婚嫁。可是不幸地，在一次战地手术进行时，突然一颗子弹袭来，穿过他的女朋友的肺部，看着女朋友倒下，在那一瞬间，他必须作一个决定，要救病人，还是女朋友？可是他的头脑却一片空白。即使多么想救心爱的人，他却只能痛苦地看着她失去生命。他哭了很久，可是还是必须擦干眼泪，继续工作。有一位小孩察觉他的眼眶湿润，就问他说，“医生，你为什么哭？”而他必须隐瞒小孩，说是沙粒进了眼睛而已。即使自己多么伤心，也不能在病人面前显露出来。他说：“她此刻一定是在天堂，很开心地在天堂，而会有一天，他们将在天堂团聚。”所以，对于女朋友的死讯，即使才是六个月前的事情，他也完全释怀了。

在访谈的最后，萧医生也分享了一则很有趣的故事，名为铅笔的哲学。我把它记录了下来，所以在这里与你们分享。

语录：

The pencil maker put the pencil aside, before putting it into a box.
The pencil maker tells this pencil:

“There are 5 things you need to know before I send you out to this world.
1. You be able to do anything, only if you allow yourself to hold by someone's hand.
2. You will experience painful sharpening from time to time, but you will become a better pencil.
3. You will be able to correct any mistake you might made, because we make mistake.
4. The most important part of you is always what's the inside.
5. On every surface you are using on, you must leave your mark, no matter what is the condition,and you must continue to write.”

Now I replacing the pencil into our human being life.
1. You be able to do many great thing in your life. But you must have someone to guide you, who is your guidance,your mentor, they will guide you through many great things.

2. Our life not always at the highest point, always up and down, up and down.Like my lowest point, I back to Libya , I got people who punch my face, i have to survive, I have to pull my jaw back. I have a good news I have survived, and I can eat my favourite chicken rice..so life is up and down.

3. You will be able to correct any mistake you made, because everyone is not perfect, we have to make a lot of mistake and we learn from mistake, lesson by lesson and we gain many experience, and we know what we shall do in the next decision.

4, What we always be is our heart. Heart is very important because it decides what is your next step. In newspaper, people earn a lot money by doing many corruption. You must ask your heart before you do anything.

5, On every surface you walk through, you must leave your mark, no matter what is the situation, you must continue your journey, your duty. My girfriend pass away because of war, but we cant stop there, we have to continue our journey.

“This little pencil just give me a big encouragement.

Allow the probable pencil to encourage you, never allow yourself to get discouraged, and think that your life is insignificant, cannot make a change. Life is challenge and life is sweet, you have to keep carry on. Life is short but you have to do it wisely.”  -Dr. Winson Seow 

虽然我不可能那么伟大，可是还是要以他为榜样。=)

最近看到Dr. Winson Seow在面子书的状态，说他在柬埔寨完成了一项手术，而病人是HIV爱滋病毒携带者！ 看到这个消息，让我对他又再次钦佩，这才是名副其实的医生！因为在我这个医院，就有医生，因为孕妇是HIV病人，而不愿为她接生，并让她出院。连医学生的我们，都知道爱滋病毒，只会通过血液传染，而且做好防范措施，就不会有血液接触的。这样拒绝接生，是在积阴德啊..