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Pray To Be Strong


I am so worried about my upcoming IELTS exam now, im so worried i will not get the minimum grade set by jpa, that is at least 6.5. And the worriness get greater after I have done two listening tests just now. First one i get 29 correct out of 40..while the second test..truly unbelievable, i get 24 out of 40. As I do it with my computer, I play the test more than one time, which is not allowed.

Last few days, I read a newspaper article about a girl with brain disease inborn, when i was reading her tough life she have been, i was inspired and tears was starting to flow out from my eyes, and I had to stop reading for a while just to reset my feeling, as that time I was in library. And I totally inspired by a very meaningful sentence that also inspire her, it is:

Do not pray to god for easy life, pray to be a strong person.

I tell myself, studying now which is so stress and forced, I hate it, but although it's tough, I shouldn't complain, I should be more determined, I should be independent and strong enough to face any problems, and work on the solutions.

Father's right, do compliment yourself after you have done a task, give some appreciation on your effort.
Life...always about learning =)
Jia you! =0)

Comments

Sk1mpyTr33 said…
heeeei, sheih nee~ rmmber me? feskott '09 XD
stumbled upon ur blog. Dont worry much about ielts. I guess u just need to listen to the accents x100000 times :P just score in the listening n reading and u r assured pass already =)
Sk1mpyTr33 said…
forgot to leave name :P typical me. ahaha
-fikri-
雪妮 said…
hey fikri, how are you? hav heard from xing hui that u still wait for the placement right, anyway Good Luck and hope to hear good news from u soon..Back to topic, thx for ur words, still kinda anxious but have room to breathe now..hehe..
Sk1mpyTr33 said…
haha, wow, u reply so fast. yeah,i am fine XD got the placement already. woohoo~
its next week rite? IELts? ganbatte!! jia you!!
btw, u got facebook account rite? wats ur e-mail? wanna add u as a friend in facebook, easier to keep in touch =)
lavenderstears said…
WE add oil together...I believe we can do it as long as we try our best!Hopefully we can pass..I'll pray for you...
雪妮 said…
Hellchip,
hehe..thx i will!but Im in the 2nd batch for the Ielts test, so still got three more weeks..my email is jennylokesn[dot]hotmail[dot]com..=)

Lavender's tears,
OK, let's fight together-gether in the battlefield at KTT! hehe...
Sk1mpyTr33 said…
haha, so nice, still got 3 weeks.the first batch is Alu 6,7,8? rite?
heeey, ur FB cant add la :( haiz, nvm la, u add me can? ;) hellspawn_chip@yahoo.com
add oil=jia you, rite??? XD
GANBATTE!! you can do it SN!!! and lavender tears :P altho i dunno who lavender tear is
Sk1mpyTr33 said…
thanks for the add XD whee~
GANBATTE 4 IELTS!!! n A2 of course

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